Monday, July 31, 2006
Not good
Naranasan niyo na ba yung time na minumura kayo ng mahal niyo? Well, I do. Nagtitiis ako for almost one month, I guess. Martyr kung tawagin, isa ako sa kanila. Ngayon ko lang ginawa to sa buong buhay ko. tinawag na akong "tanga", "gago", "tae", "ulol" almost everything. It hurts. Pero heto parin ako lumalaban. Sobrang sakit. Muka kaming masaya. "Muka" lang. Pwede magmura? Fuck. Putang ina. At ang pinakamasakit sa lahat, HINDI AKO MAHAL NG TAONG DAHILAN KAYA AKO MARTYR. Shit. This life stinks. Ito ang totoo. Behind my smile is something no one would understand. Ngayon lang ako nagkaganito. SAYO ko lang ginagawa tong mga bagay na to. Tapos bigla nalang ako iiwan. Fuck. Ayokong mawala mga pinaghirapan ko. Hindi mo ba maappreciate pinaghihirapan ko??????? Ha????? Putek!!!! Puke ng ina!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hay, eto lang tandaan mo. HIHINTAYIN KO YUNG ORAS NA BUMALIK YUNG TJ NA NAKILALA KO DATI. HINDI AKO SUSUKO.
because i'm just someone in love with you ... at 8:54 PM
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Till Death do us part
If death is your wish, then I shall follow. Till death do us part, remember?" Atticus said, watching Nina as she stepped away from him. "No you don’t, Atticus." Nina replied back, continuing to walk backwards. "Nina, I’m back baby. I’m here to stay, because I’m not leaving you." "Atticus, you don’t need to do anything for me. I’ve long been done with you. We are not together anymore."
Atticus growled and grabbed Nina’s arm, pulling her against him. "I’m not leaving you. I’m not giving you up." His grip got stronger as his claws came out and went into her skin. "Atticus." She winced his name aloud, cringing away from him slowly. "Nina, I love you, can’t you tell?" "I don’t want you to love me." "Why? Why wont you let me love you?"
Nina jerked her arm out of Atticus’s grasp, then she stepped away. "You hurt me." She murmured quietly. Her memories flooded his head, making his anger level rise dramatically. Her first memory was him standing in front of her with blood covering his entire body. When Nina looked behind him, she could see her brother’s life-less body lying on the crimson stained grass.
The second was with Atticus at her throat, gulping down her blood. He was greedy, his teeth sinking deep into her neck, forcing her to scream. It was a high shrill, echoing through out the room. "Atticus!" She yelled, retching his head away from her. He growled and brought Nina back to him.
The last memory she gave him was heartbreaking, like it had been then. Nina was on her knees on the ground, shielding her sister’s body away from Atticus’s prying black eyes. "Sissy, help me." Emily pleaded. Nina looked back toward Atticus with tears brimming in her pale pink eyes.The wind shifted Atticus’s pale pink hair over his black eyes, as he stared directly at Nina. "Atticus, please stand down." Nina begged as her black hair swirled all around her head. She heard a growl in return, then he was gone. He reappeared right in front of her, lifting her up and over his shoulder. Emily wailed for her older sister, Nina, to help her. Nina felt the tears rush down her face, but yet she did not struggle against him. She watched her sister’s body go limp, as the last of her family died right before her eyes.
Nina pushed back against Atticus with her hands, claws out. He started bleeding at the points were her claws had sunken into his skin. "Get away from me. Can’t you see that you have taken everything from me? I hate you!" Nina screamed. Atticus ignored her and once again pulled her body against his.
"Nina, cry. Cry. Just cry." He whispered softly in return. She was dumbstruck at his words. Never in her life had someone comforted her like that, ever. How did he know the exact words that she needed to hear?
~*~*~*~
'Till death do us part......
Atticus growled and grabbed Nina’s arm, pulling her against him. "I’m not leaving you. I’m not giving you up." His grip got stronger as his claws came out and went into her skin. "Atticus." She winced his name aloud, cringing away from him slowly. "Nina, I love you, can’t you tell?" "I don’t want you to love me." "Why? Why wont you let me love you?"
Nina jerked her arm out of Atticus’s grasp, then she stepped away. "You hurt me." She murmured quietly. Her memories flooded his head, making his anger level rise dramatically. Her first memory was him standing in front of her with blood covering his entire body. When Nina looked behind him, she could see her brother’s life-less body lying on the crimson stained grass.
The second was with Atticus at her throat, gulping down her blood. He was greedy, his teeth sinking deep into her neck, forcing her to scream. It was a high shrill, echoing through out the room. "Atticus!" She yelled, retching his head away from her. He growled and brought Nina back to him.
The last memory she gave him was heartbreaking, like it had been then. Nina was on her knees on the ground, shielding her sister’s body away from Atticus’s prying black eyes. "Sissy, help me." Emily pleaded. Nina looked back toward Atticus with tears brimming in her pale pink eyes.The wind shifted Atticus’s pale pink hair over his black eyes, as he stared directly at Nina. "Atticus, please stand down." Nina begged as her black hair swirled all around her head. She heard a growl in return, then he was gone. He reappeared right in front of her, lifting her up and over his shoulder. Emily wailed for her older sister, Nina, to help her. Nina felt the tears rush down her face, but yet she did not struggle against him. She watched her sister’s body go limp, as the last of her family died right before her eyes.
Nina pushed back against Atticus with her hands, claws out. He started bleeding at the points were her claws had sunken into his skin. "Get away from me. Can’t you see that you have taken everything from me? I hate you!" Nina screamed. Atticus ignored her and once again pulled her body against his.
"Nina, cry. Cry. Just cry." He whispered softly in return. She was dumbstruck at his words. Never in her life had someone comforted her like that, ever. How did he know the exact words that she needed to hear?
~*~*~*~
'Till death do us part......
because i'm just someone in love with you ... at 9:58 AM
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Fairy Tale
Cinderella walked on a broken glass.
Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass.
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast.
Pocahontas risked her life for a feast.
Jasmine could have had anyone but instead chose poor man.
And Ariel walked for the first time on land.
All for love.
These tales end a happily ever after, with a question : Are they really happy? Are those tales still has a story that they need to reveal? The writers were tricky. They don't want young ones know what true love is. Pain. It was all about blood, sweat and tears.
Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass.
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast.
Pocahontas risked her life for a feast.
Jasmine could have had anyone but instead chose poor man.
And Ariel walked for the first time on land.
All for love.
These tales end a happily ever after, with a question : Are they really happy? Are those tales still has a story that they need to reveal? The writers were tricky. They don't want young ones know what true love is. Pain. It was all about blood, sweat and tears.
because i'm just someone in love with you ... at 8:34 PM
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
Happy Birthday!
Happy Boitday Jayjay!!
Family? Haha.
Napagot si boitday boy.
because i'm just someone in love with you ... at 4:59 PM
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Crazy world
If money does not grow on trees then why do banks have branches?
Why does a round pizza come in a square box?
Why does not a glue, stick to its bottle?
Why do you still call a building when it is already built?
If it is true that we are here to help others, what are others here for?
If you are not supposed to drink & drive why do bars have parking lots?
We are a funny bunch of people, living in a seriously funny world. ^_^
Why does a round pizza come in a square box?
Why does not a glue, stick to its bottle?
Why do you still call a building when it is already built?
If it is true that we are here to help others, what are others here for?
If you are not supposed to drink & drive why do bars have parking lots?
We are a funny bunch of people, living in a seriously funny world. ^_^
because i'm just someone in love with you ... at 8:26 PM
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Pizza
Pizza! Nyum. Tj went in our house and brought some pizzas. Toink! Advanced celebration daw namin. Kasi boitday na niya bukas. Wee! Ang takaw ku. Tj don’t want to send my pictures while eating. Sa kanya lang daw yun. Amf. Damut.
Takaw noh? ^_^
because i'm just someone in love with you ... at 3:55 PM
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
Meatball
Meatball. She's our dog. Me and my cousins own her. She's so cute, so sweet, so kind yet so quiet. She's naughty but she's malambing. But now, she's gone. She is dead. Huhu. I use to kiss her. I also feed feed her with my leftover lolipop. She's killed by my own father. Wah! Nasagasaan siya ng tatay ko! Shocks. She's the most unique or shall I say different from all of her brothers. She has the longest ears, longest fur, etc. Wah! She's gone. Kanina lang siya nawala at nailibing na. We even gave her flowers. Parang tao noh? It's just because we love her. Huhu.
in loving memory of meatball Bye.
because i'm just someone in love with you ... at 7:03 PM
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1 people told me what i'm doing is stupid
Monday, July 03, 2006
Miss you.
10 things I miss about Mr. John Erick Thomas Garcia Sembrano.
( TJ for short haba ng name eh.. Haha)
- His cute eyes.
- Tips. ^_^ (tipping) Haha!
- His cute curly hair.
- The way he calls me animi.
- Everytime we talk on the phone 5-9 hours.
- His facial expression. ^o^
- Everytime we eat at KFC. (funshots, our favorite)
- The way he laughs.
- The way he is saying "waaaawww rich gurl!.." (ang cute cute niya ^_^)
His everything.
hey. i miss you.
"It doesn't matter if I'm alone. I got a place I call my own. It doesn't matter if your away 'coz I know that you'll be back someday. =') "
because i'm just someone in love with you ... at 6:57 PM
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
Boxing. LOL
Boxing. Haha! Err. As we ALL know, Manny Pacquiao won the game. Another pride of the Filipinos. Nice. :) Proud to be one. But I'm not actually a pure Filipino. Hehe. Wala naman ako hilig sa boxing. But as I pass the streets all I see is boxing. At the radio, boxing. Texts, boxing. Rarr. So I was curious. Who's it gonna be? Pacquiao vs. Larios. Actually, my bet is Larios. Haha! Anyway, I opened the TV and its almost the end of round 12. Ding ding ding! And the winner is Mannnyyyyyyy Paaaaaaaccccmmmmaaannnnn Ppaccqqqquuuuiiiiiaaaaooo!! Toink. ^_^
because i'm just someone in love with you ... at 8:58 PM
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1 people told me what i'm doing is stupid
Saturday, July 01, 2006
For a change
I've change my URL for some reasons.
First, issues. I hate it. I already told you. This is a blog. This is mine. I don't want any chismis. Err. I don't want sombody saying, bakit kaya si Mai ganito. Roar. Bakit ba.
Second, para makaiwas. Yoko ng gulo. Kaya ako na ang iiwas.
Third, kung ayaw niyo mga enties ko, I order you to LEAVE. Alam mo naman siguro magclose ng window.
P.S. Don't link me. Ok? Thanks.
First, issues. I hate it. I already told you. This is a blog. This is mine. I don't want any chismis. Err. I don't want sombody saying, bakit kaya si Mai ganito. Roar. Bakit ba.
Second, para makaiwas. Yoko ng gulo. Kaya ako na ang iiwas.
Third, kung ayaw niyo mga enties ko, I order you to LEAVE. Alam mo naman siguro magclose ng window.
P.S. Don't link me. Ok? Thanks.
because i'm just someone in love with you ... at 12:41 PM
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