One-sided love

update, update

2007-03-24T08:03:00.000+08:00

03.22.07 Today is the first day of the fest of fest. I'm late! I arrived at about 9:30 in the morning. Yeah, sarap ngay matulog. Then when I arrived, everybody is so crazy. I mean everybody is so busy doing something, looking for someone, playing games, announcing the next game, someone's crying because something happen or something, etc. When you stop and take at look at them, nakakapraning!! Parang ako lang ata ang walang ginagawa. Then suddenly somebody is looking for our entry in table tennis. So kasi ako naman na daw. Parang wala ngay ako kamalay malay sa buhay! They don't even tell me before the contest para naman nakapagpractice! Nyehe, joke!(pakafeeler lang.haha!) I'm wearing slippers and pedals lang naman. So medyo madulas ang floor at medyo napudpod din ang flip flops ko. Hahahahahahahahaha! Cheap lang kasi. Sa greenhills lang. Php 100 lang!! Haha! Buy narin kayo! Anyway, I'm the 3rd placer. Haha! As usual, talo. I'm not as expert as them. So un. Hihi. Ang isa pang singles, si Kezzia, 3rd din ata. Tapos ang doubles si Nikki and Kimberly. Si Nikki may hidden talent! Nakakapaglaro pala siya ng table tennis. She's left handed and she can still play the game well. O diba mahirap un? Haha! Next game, shooting. Go Maila, Lyka and Blanch! Yey! Buti pa sila nakakapagbasketball. Huhu. Chinese garter na! Go Nikki and Eca! Sukat ngay ni Kezzia, nakaya nila. O diba. Kahit 2nd lang kayo, at least! Yey! Next, game of the generals, ang galing mo Camsi nanalo ka!! Idol! ^__^ Actually ang dami daming nangyari ngayon noh. Next, yung chess, hindi ko ngay alam mga kasali. Sa jackstone, si Rachel, yey! 2nd ata siya. Hihi. Tapos yung scrabble, si Kaye ata? Ang parang naging main event e yung tag of war 2nd ang girls and boys. Haha! Wala na kasi court. So walang volleyball, badminton, sepak takraw, etc. Damn! Ang boring, pero ayos lang naman. Nagenjoy naman kami. Hihi.

P.S.
I cried again today. It's all my fault. I'm sorry. ='(

03.23.07 Last day of the fest of fest. Arts fest siya and at the same time Mr. and Ms. Fest of Fest and awarding. Mr. Fest of fest si Aldin Guzon!!!!! Yeah! Haha! Kakatuwa naman!

I'm so happy today. Hindi kami nagaway, tapos malambing pa siya. Hm! Inaasar ko siya lagi. Kamatis, pusit, etc. Hihi!! Anyway somebody ask him "Buti pa kayo nagone year, pano niyo nagagawa yun?" It's what we call FAITH. Kung ano ano na nangyayari sa buhay buhay namin pero we keep on holding on. ^__^ Puusssiiit!! Miss you! Lab u! =p Sana tuloy tuloy na 'to! Go Mai!! ^__^

Happy!

2007-03-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

Kami uli!! Yeah, so crazy. Through thick and thin kami parin ata. Puuuurreeebberr na ba? Hm, sana. 1 year and 7 weeks na kami. Go go go! Fight fight fight! Kaya ko 'to. Kakayanin namin ‘to. Konti nalang naman na yung kullang eh. Konting repair nalang ok na kami. Whoo! I try to forget the past. Ang hirap pero kakayanin. I came to realize that I can't live w/o him. Hm, kahit ba sa tingin niyo e pangit siya. So what. As long as I have him, gwapo siya. Haha! Anyway, going strong uli kami. Yeah, go Mai! Wala na kayong mababasang puro away kami tapos ako naman iyak dito iyak dun. Promise! Happy na kami. ^_________________^
Sa mga chismosa diyan..... Ahem! Tumigil na. Sa isang tao naman diyan na nagsasabing malalandi DAW ang girls ng Curie, stop it. Wala kang mapapala. Just look around, baka masabi mong "HINDI kami malandi". Ang kapal mo din noh. Arggh hate you. Kainin ka na sana ng impiyerno. >:)

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Yesterday, Nikki, Jadel, and TJ is here. Kain ng kain, tawa ng tawa. Yung isa diyan ganap ng bisaya!! Haha!

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P.S.
Uy! May blog narin si TJ. Haha! Link niyo siya ha!

='(

2007-03-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

I cried again today because:

5. He’s gone.
4. Everybody hates me.
3. God has forgotten me.
2. They/he always blame me. It’s just like I’m the only one making a mistake in this world.
1. I’m alone.

after 10 million years

2007-02-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

OMG. I'm so sorry. I've been too lazy to update. Anyway Click here to view our photos during the field trip. Yeah, I enjoyed it. So far, the stupid tour guide ruined it. Blah. Hate him.

***

Ok. I got alot of things to do:

Minor paper
Narrative report
English exercises from phrases to clauses (argh. hate this)

Ang dami ngay. Huhu.

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Goodbye baby. Starting now, I'll try to hate you. Its hard but I have to. = (

(no title...wala maisip eh ^_^)

2007-02-05T18:34:00.000+08:00

Pahirap na ng pahirap ang buhay ng mga Pilipino itinaas pa ng Globe ang unlimited. In case you don't know, the unlimited texting became more expensive. At ang maahhhhaaaaaallll........ Php20 for just a day and Php80 for four days. Aaah! Welga ako to death. Can't afford!! Err. Imagine, you have 100 pesos in your account and you want to register for four days, eh 'di 20 nalang natira sa load mo..... Huhuhu. How cruel can life be? Ang buhay ay hindi na makatarungan. Haha! Crazy.

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I would like to say Congatulations to Camille Rico! Haha! Uuy, may digicam na siya. Chika ka! ^_^

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NOTE:
12 days to go before field trip! Yey! ^_^

Curly spaghetti

2007-02-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

Kung ayaw mo sakin. Leche. Mas lalong ayaw ko sayo.

Mga pagdurusa....

2007-01-30T19:18:00.000+08:00

I'm still confused on our topic in trigonometry. Argh. I can understand a little bit but shitness. Haha! Crazyness.

Kabagtit ngay 'to.

Kokak!

2007-01-29T19:07:00.000+08:00

Halos hindi na ako makakain. Haha. Poor frogs. How sad. They left their family and chose to be our model. Ay. :) Haha! Kadiring mga palaka. Haha! Kabaho pa ngay. :)

Cake!

2007-01-27T10:59:00.000+08:00

Mwahaha! Ngayon lang ako nagupdate. Sa wakas! Last Thursday we've made a birthday cake. Chikaness! Haha!

Mga gumawa ng cake.

Kasama si Sir Ronald.

Yung cake

Gawa ni George. Haha! Feeler!

Goin crazy

2007-01-13T11:39:00.000+08:00

Ewan ko. Nababaliw na kami. Haha! yesterday I brought my cam and took pictures. Tama bang gamitin yung continuous. Haha. Yan tuloy napagod. Tawa ng tawa habang nagpipicture. Sumakit mga tiyan namin. Haha! Para kaming nakadrugs. Next time I'll bring my cam again for more kulitan, pero nakakapagod magupload. Haha!

Click here if you want to take a look at our pictures.

Haay

2007-01-12T19:27:00.000+08:00

May tama rin naman ako

2007-01-12T18:36:00.000+08:00

"May Tama ako" by Jay-R Siaboc. Shitness. This song really make me cry. I remember something or someone. Hay. Sometimes you have to lend your ears to your special someone kasi talagang dapat mo rin siya intindihin. At kahit paano hindi lang ikaw ang laging tama. Ok? I can't find that song in any free webmusic that's why I put the song "I" by 6cyclemind.

May Tama Rin Ako
Jay-R SiabocPinoy

Nagtanong ka pa wala namang epekto
Labas-pasok sa tenga mo kahit anong sabihin ko
Wag na tayong magsayang pa ng laway
Sige na mali na ako ayoko lang ng away

*Pero teka lang may sasabihin sana
Kung pwede lang manahimik ka muna

**Walang saysay ang sinasabi kaya’t hindi mo mawari
Kung iimik pa ba o mananahimik na lang
At sa tuwing nagpapaliwanag pakinggan mo naman ito…
Akala mo’y ikaw lang ang marunong tumama
Paminsan-minsan tama rin ako… may tama rin ako.

Nagtanong ka pa wala namang silbi
Wala ka kasing pakialam sa aking sinasabi
Sa susunod wag ka ng magtatanong
Kung may sagot ako o wala parehas rin yun

Loving my name

2007-01-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

I'm starting to love my name. Haha! Dati kasi ayoko sa pangalan ko. You can call me Blanca if you want. Haha! Jemimah Blanca. Nice. : ) That's why my new URL is my pretty name. Haha! Ok, I hafta go now. Ciao!

/sob

2007-01-11T21:02:00.000+08:00

......panaginip na walang katapusan......

Kaepalan

2007-01-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

Nakakairita ka. Shoo fly!! As in. Hay. Para kang langaw alam mo ba un. Mekeng me engggree. Haha! Pano naman kasi noh, there's someone I know that irritates us all. As in. Parampampampam. Hahahaha! Gahli. Help me. Nababagtit na ako sa taong ito.

Back to school

2007-01-03T20:50:00.000+08:00

Hay. Kasawa na pumasok. Huhu. I'm bored. Sometimes I just sit and do nothing or sometimes listening to the noice of everyone else. Kabagtit. ^_^

Party!

2007-01-01T20:47:00.000+08:00

happy new year everyone!!

Predictions

2006-12-30T20:37:00.000+08:00

Every time we open the news we always hear about the predictions this coming new year. Talk shows, news, horoscopes, newspapers, text messages, email, etc..

Hollywood actor/actress will die, other countries will have a new kind of sickness, some may have war, tsunami, bird flu, etc. In short malas daw ang 2007.

But we are the ones who make our own destiny. That's why God gave us the free will to choose kung saan ka lulugar. We can change those predictions if we change "something" in our lives. And that is FAITH. Faith in God will lead us to success. Loving and serving Him is not a joke. But through HIM we can change everything.

Have a blessed new year everyone!

Christmas

2006-12-25T20:22:00.000+08:00

Today is the birth of our Savior JESUS CHRIST. We should understand the real meaning of Christmas. It's not about candies. It's not about gifts. It's not about Santa Claus. It's not about a red-nosed reindeer. But it's about giving, loving and the most important is celebrating the birth of our Lord. ^_^

I'm sorry if to some people I can't afford to buy you something but I always include you on my prayers.

Merry Christmas! God bless you!

(Inspired by Camsi's bulletin board...hihihihi)

Understand

2006-11-25T10:25:00.000+08:00

Ms. Jane told us to write a letter to our friend and I didn’t expect to receive two letters. Nasaktan din ako. But that’s ok kasi hindi ka plastic tulad ng iba na nagsasalita sa likod ko. I understand your side and please try to understand mine. I’m not doing this just for him. I’m doing this for us. Hindi lang ako ang nagsasacrifice ng ganito. Pati siya. Yun nga lang ang nakikwento ko sa inyo eh nagkakatong galit siya at ako ang kelangan magsacrifice. Madami akong nagawang mali sakanya like..texting my ex-boyfriend at hindi ko pinapaalam sa kanya. And I always LIE to him. Tuwing tinatanong niya kung may kinausap akong lalaki, I always say "wala" kahit meron. He is a very sensitive person kaya madali siyang masaktan. That’s why I have to do something para mawala yung sakit na nararamdaman niya. Sa dinami dami na ng nagawa ko, hindi pwedeng bumitaw agad. Hindi pwedeng bigla nalang mawala lahat ng pinaghirapan ko. He is always giving me a chance pag may nagawala akong mali kaya dapat ako din. I have to give him a chance. It’s so hard to recover our relationship na dating “masaya”. That’s why we have to sacrifice. Hay.. Wag niyo na siyang pagisipan ng kung ano ano. Ako ang nahihirapan eh. I'm very thankful kasi ganyan siya. Ayaw niyang mawala ako sa buhay niya kaya pinapalayo niya ako sa mga lalaki. Pero ano parin ginagwa ko, I always LIE. Kaya lalong lumala. Buti nga ganyan siya kasi hindi katulad ng iba diyan na kung sino sino katext niya kahit may bf na siya. May tiwala naman siya sakin pero I still have to prove something na kaya ko nga talagang mabuhay ng walang ibang guy. I also thank him for giving me a chance kasi talagang lagi na siya nasasaktan dahil sa akin kaya dapat lang na gumawa ako ng paraan. Hay dami ko na nasabi kaya sana intindihin niyo din kaming dalawa. Huhu.

Beavers

2006-11-04T18:17:00.000+08:00

Another entry. Nothing to do eh, imbis na mabaliw, blog blog blog. Hay.

Beavers. How funny. Wondering why I chose this topic? Ssshhh. Secret na namin 'to nila Eca. Anyway, beavers.. Hm. What can I say nga ba. Toink.

Beavers are selfish. They only think their tribe. Tama ba tawag? Ah, whatever. Kasi db, they only make a huge block of sticks so that their houses wont be ruined. Eh pano ung fishes? Pano sila makakaswim sa ibang places? Parang ganito un eh. Yung iba gumagawa ng paraan para sumaya sila, hindi nila alam may nasasaktan na sila. Gets? Beh. Basta yan na un. Sana nakuha niyo. Wee!

I love ya'll! Especially TJ. Ciao!

>la maisip<

2006-11-02T19:08:00.000+08:00

New layout! Yey!

I chose this layout because it’s cute, the color is nice, and I love it. Ayee!

Walang magawa! I’m just here in front of my computer, making up all of my missed entries. You see, I don’t want you to miss the story of my life! Toink. Haha! I’m kinda busy next week because I’ll be in Mangaldan. I will run as a President (regional) for the STEP. Yey! Go Mamai! ^_^ Sana manalo uli ako! And this is my famous line “Hi my name is Jemimah Quiambao and I would like to nominate myself!” Toink. Nakakahiya man, kelangan parin gawin. Haha! Gahli.

To my sweetest baby!! Get well soon! Mamai wavs you vewy much!

Happy Halloween!

2006-11-02T19:07:00.000+08:00

For the first time in my life I didn’t go to the cemetery. I wish that my lolo’s and lola’s wont get mad at me. Sana hindi ako multuhin. Haha!

Have a creepy Halloween everyone!

Scare tactics

2006-10-31T19:02:00.000+08:00

Naging bayani ang baby ko ngayon. Yey! He saved me from a hideous dog. Haha!

While walking at their house (pauwi na) I glanced on my right side and I saw a big dog! Nakawala si Garci (the name of the dog)! Oh God! I’m so scared, to death! Arf arf arf! Waa! The dog starts barking! I ran to Tj and went to his back hiding and screaming because the dog is so near!! Muntik pa ata napunit damit niya. Toink. I’m really really scared. Until Tj called Manong because that dog wont go! Buti nalang hindi ako nakagat (muntik lang naman). I can see that the dog is really angry. Waa! Katakot. As in! Nararamdaman ko siyang lumalapit sa akin. Toink. Kabagtit.

I know that my baby is afraid of the dogs but he saves me. Thank you for saving my legs! Haha! ^_^

Pissed off

2006-10-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

Again, I hate you!!!!!!!

me: hello?
bitch: o? bakit?
me: hindi ka ba uuwi?
bitch: hindi, bakit naman ako uuwi?
me: la, ge bye.

FUCK YOU! I thought that you are going to fix this!!!!!!!! Darn bitch. Rarr!!! You've ruined my life!!!!!! What else do you want????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*I'll give you a clue, that bitch is not Tj, okay? Tj and me are fine. It's just somebody or I say my cousin (not Kezzia) is just so demonic because she ruins EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!! RARR! I hate her.

Saturday

2006-10-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

I talked to that bitch and told her that we should talk. Okay, so this Saturday we'll talk, FACE TO FACE. The problem is, I dont want to see YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm begging you, can you please STOP doing a problem that involves me! Get it? I want you to be dead, NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CURSE YOU!!!!!!!

Curses II

2006-10-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

I hate you!I hate you!I hate you!I hate you!I hate you!I hate you!I hate you!I hate you!
I hate you!I hate you!
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I hate you!I hate you!
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I hate you!I hate you!
I hate you!
I hate you!I hate you!
I hate you!
I hate you!I hate you!
I hate you!
I hate you!
I hate you!I hate you!
I hate you!
I hate you!
I hate you!I hate you!
I hate you!
I hate you!
I hate you!I hate you!
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I hate you!I hate you!
I hate you!I hate you!
I hate you!I hate you!
I hate you!

I opened my problem to my friends, I'm so angry, sad, hurt. Damn! I really don't know what to do. I only say "hindi ko na alam gagawin ko!!". I don't want to post it here its too personal. Anyway, I CURSE YOU for being such a bitch.

Ito lang masasabi ko sayo, SUCK YOUR OWN.

Curses

2006-10-08T20:54:00.000+08:00

I curse you bitch. Die, NOW. Your so horny and I hate you.

6cycle mind

2006-10-01T11:00:00.000+08:00

We saw 6 cycle mind at Baguio. They are so rockin'! ^_^

Happy Birthday to me!

2006-09-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

Yey! I'm now 15! Not old enough. Haha.

This night, we ate at Matutina with my mom, dad, tita, and tito's, Kim and TJ. This is his first time to eat with my family. I'm glad that they accepted him as my boyfriend (husband, hahahaha!). This birthday was the best! First, TJ gave me a "surprise". Second, my mom and dad allow my baby to go with us. And lastly, for ALL of YOU that makes my birthday special. Especially HIM. I'm enjoying every second of the night with you. ^_^

Induction

2006-09-14T19:40:00.000+08:00

Tonight is the night. Let our beauty shine. Hahahaha!

sa car ^_^

si mother

scandal ni eca

after dancing

happy 8th monthsary! : p

Birthday wish

2006-09-09T18:34:00.000+08:00

Only 16 days to go and I'll turn to a 15 year old girl.

I only have one wish. Do you want to know?

I wish you can bring back my baby. I want him back. I WANT HIM BACK. I WANT HIM BACK!! I'm not texting him since yesterday, and F**K! It's like forever! How I miss him. I miss the old us. We used to laugh and tease each other like kids. I miss the way he laugh. The sound of his voice, the touch of his hands, especially the warmth of his hugs. I can say that this was the SADDEST birthday of my life. Last year, my ex-boyfriend don't even remember my birthday. But now, its even worse. He left me. Yesterday we were so ok. I don't know what really happened. It was very painful for me to leave him. I will never ever forget him. I WILL WAIT AND STILL LOVE HIM FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. Even though it takes forever, I can wait.

P.S.

Kung masaya ka pag wala na ako, kusa nalang ako lalayo sa iyo. Kaysa naman na, tayo nga tapos hindi ka naman masaya. Masakit to para sa akin. Hindi ko to kaya, alam mo yan.

Life still sucks

2006-09-05T18:13:00.000+08:00

After all this time, nothing has changed. From time to time we keep on arguing. Fights is greater than being happy and comfortable with each other. HATE > LOVE, just like in mathematics. I'm sick and tired of problems. Problems, please go away.....

P.S.

Please pray for Ivy, the daughter of Mr. Ern, Because she had an accident a while ago, about 20-30 minutes ago. Thanks.

Blah.

2006-08-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

ang almusal ay sigaw at ang hapunan natin ay tampuhan.. ang miryenda, pagdududa.. pero mahal kita wala ng hahanapin pang iba.. handa akong magtiis..

I love that song. You know, after so much of sacrificing I'm not expecting something in return. Like loving me for real or whatever, my goal is just for you to feel how much I love and care for you. It's not about receiving all you want, its about giving.

dahil sayo natuto ako magmahal ng totoo,
dahil sayo natutunan ko kung pano magsakripisyo,
dahil sayo hindi ko na kilala ang sarili ko,
dahil sayo hindi ko nirerespeto sarili ko,
at dahil din sayo kaya natatakot na ako, takot na ako magmahal

What does love mean anyway?

Well for me, love is EVERYTHING. Love isn't how much you can get, but how much you can give. Its not about giving up but holding on. Its not about how you say "i love you" but how you show that its true. All our lives we have been hearing different people saying different views on love. But sometimes all we get is confussion and we end up hurting ourselves. Love is being happy despite the pain, because when it hurts, its real. It is love when we give something and without expecting something in return. Love is risking everything for the happiness of someone. Love, for most it is called SACRIFICE but I name it BULLSHIT.

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Why did God allow me to suffer like this? But thanks anyway.

DEATH

2006-08-25T20:35:00.000+08:00

Currently: “Nagpapakamanhid”.. … Yeah, whatever.

January 14, 2006. The best day of my life. Sinagot ko siya. Sobrang saya. At first he calls me “muffin” and he’s my “cheesecake”. Then after sometime, I call him “daddy” and he calls me “mommy”. After that we’ve changed. I call him “baby ko” and he calls me the same way too. We were so happy in love. Teasing each other like idiots, talking to the phone, going out, having fun with each other, etc. Madly in love. Basta masaya.

After couple of months, he changed. Ever since he told me he’s jealous of “boys” talking to me. So………he made a rule “NO TALKING TO BOYS, NO TEXTING OR ANY COMMUNICATION TO THEM”. It was just like “AKIN KA LANG, SAKIN KA LANG MAGTETEXT, AKIN LAHAT NG ATTENTION MO”. I always break that rule. I’m not a type of person who’s snobbish anyway. So it didn’t bother me. Nagsinungaling ako sa kanya. Until there’s a time when he knew my little secret. He got angry. I said I’m sorry and that wont happen again, I promise. But NO, I break that rule all over again. Over and over AGAIN. Napuno na siguro siya. He even made more rules. ALWAYS TURN OFF YOUR CELLPHONNE WHEN I’M NOT TEXTING YOU, DON’T YOU EVER LIE TO ME, YOU MUST TELL ME EVERYTHING YOU’LL DO, NO DANCING, etc. Parang buong buhay ko pinagbawal niya na. I can’t do that “perfectly”, so he got angry. Dumating na sa puntong, minumura niya ako. Basta may nagawa akong mali, GALIT. Konting mali, GALIT. I’m confused. I must follow each instructions he told me, and I must tell him everything I do, everything that is hgappening to me including time, place, day. I’m afraid, really afraid. Natatakot ako kasi sobra siya magalit.

Well this is the real part.
I gave him EVERYTHING. My life, my heart, my soul. Kung ano sinabi niya, dapat ko sundin yun. Pag sinabi niyang pumunta ka sa bahay, kahit EXAM pupunta ako. Ang dami ko ng sacrifice sa kanya. Friends, studies, family, money, LAHAT. Ang tanong, ANO BA NAIBIGAY NIYA SAKIN? I’m such a fool. Kahit ipakita niya nga lang na mahal niya ako, WALA. Nung una naman hindi ganito eh. Kulang lang sa kanya TIWALA. Wala siyang tiwala sa akin. Hindi ko alam gagawin ko. Naiipit ako. Pag Nagasaki ako ng totoo, assailing niyang nagsisinungaling ako. Pag ginawa ko ayaw niya, especially the “boy” thing, magagalit siya. Pag nagsinungaling ako, magagalit siya. LAGI SIYA GALIT. Hindi ko alam gagawin ko!!! You gave me nothing. And now you left me, paano na ako? Mga sacrifices ko? Shitness.

Kahit sana pakita mo lang na mahal mo ako.

Marshmallow

2006-08-09T20:33:00.000+08:00

Lurfees!! ^_^ Look at what we did. So cute. ^_^

Me and Kezzia

Cute cute.. ^_^

Robot ni Nikki.. Wee!

Photos

2006-08-08T20:30:00.000+08:00

Visit my spaces. These contains pictures, etc. ^_^

Click here! Enjoy!

Okay

2006-08-02T21:54:00.000+08:00

We're okay. We're so akay. Hm, nagkamali din ako kaya siya nagkaganyan. He came to realize na, hindi niya dapat ako ginanon. ^_^ I'm happy! Yey! ^_^ And he promise me not to do that again. Ahui. Party!

Ganito magmahal. Mahirap, pero masaya.

~*~

Sorry baby!! Sorry, sorry kung pinost ko pa dito sa blog.. I would like this people to know how much I love you kaya ko nilagay. Hm. Okay na tayo diba ^_^ Wag ka na sad.. ^_^

Not good

2006-07-31T20:54:00.000+08:00

Naranasan niyo na ba yung time na minumura kayo ng mahal niyo? Well, I do. Nagtitiis ako for almost one month, I guess. Martyr kung tawagin, isa ako sa kanila. Ngayon ko lang ginawa to sa buong buhay ko. tinawag na akong "tanga", "gago", "tae", "ulol" almost everything. It hurts. Pero heto parin ako lumalaban. Sobrang sakit. Muka kaming masaya. "Muka" lang. Pwede magmura? Fuck. Putang ina. At ang pinakamasakit sa lahat, HINDI AKO MAHAL NG TAONG DAHILAN KAYA AKO MARTYR. Shit. This life stinks. Ito ang totoo. Behind my smile is something no one would understand. Ngayon lang ako nagkaganito. SAYO ko lang ginagawa tong mga bagay na to. Tapos bigla nalang ako iiwan. Fuck. Ayokong mawala mga pinaghirapan ko. Hindi mo ba maappreciate pinaghihirapan ko??????? Ha????? Putek!!!! Puke ng ina!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hay, eto lang tandaan mo. HIHINTAYIN KO YUNG ORAS NA BUMALIK YUNG TJ NA NAKILALA KO DATI. HINDI AKO SUSUKO.

Till Death do us part

2006-07-31T09:58:00.000+08:00

If death is your wish, then I shall follow. Till death do us part, remember?" Atticus said, watching Nina as she stepped away from him. "No you don’t, Atticus." Nina replied back, continuing to walk backwards. "Nina, I’m back baby. I’m here to stay, because I’m not leaving you." "Atticus, you don’t need to do anything for me. I’ve long been done with you. We are not together anymore."

Atticus growled and grabbed Nina’s arm, pulling her against him. "I’m not leaving you. I’m not giving you up." His grip got stronger as his claws came out and went into her skin. "Atticus." She winced his name aloud, cringing away from him slowly. "Nina, I love you, can’t you tell?" "I don’t want you to love me." "Why? Why wont you let me love you?"

Nina jerked her arm out of Atticus’s grasp, then she stepped away. "You hurt me." She murmured quietly. Her memories flooded his head, making his anger level rise dramatically. Her first memory was him standing in front of her with blood covering his entire body. When Nina looked behind him, she could see her brother’s life-less body lying on the crimson stained grass.

The second was with Atticus at her throat, gulping down her blood. He was greedy, his teeth sinking deep into her neck, forcing her to scream. It was a high shrill, echoing through out the room. "Atticus!" She yelled, retching his head away from her. He growled and brought Nina back to him.

The last memory she gave him was heartbreaking, like it had been then. Nina was on her knees on the ground, shielding her sister’s body away from Atticus’s prying black eyes. "Sissy, help me." Emily pleaded. Nina looked back toward Atticus with tears brimming in her pale pink eyes.The wind shifted Atticus’s pale pink hair over his black eyes, as he stared directly at Nina. "Atticus, please stand down." Nina begged as her black hair swirled all around her head. She heard a growl in return, then he was gone. He reappeared right in front of her, lifting her up and over his shoulder. Emily wailed for her older sister, Nina, to help her. Nina felt the tears rush down her face, but yet she did not struggle against him. She watched her sister’s body go limp, as the last of her family died right before her eyes.

Nina pushed back against Atticus with her hands, claws out. He started bleeding at the points were her claws had sunken into his skin. "Get away from me. Can’t you see that you have taken everything from me? I hate you!" Nina screamed. Atticus ignored her and once again pulled her body against his.

"Nina, cry. Cry. Just cry." He whispered softly in return. She was dumbstruck at his words. Never in her life had someone comforted her like that, ever. How did he know the exact words that she needed to hear?

~*~*~*~

'Till death do us part......

Fairy Tale

2006-07-18T20:34:00.000+08:00

Cinderella walked on a broken glass.

Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass.

Belle fell in love with a hideous beast.

Pocahontas risked her life for a feast.

Jasmine could have had anyone but instead chose poor man.

And Ariel walked for the first time on land.

All for love.

These tales end a happily ever after, with a question : Are they really happy? Are those tales still has a story that they need to reveal? The writers were tricky. They don't want young ones know what true love is. Pain. It was all about blood, sweat and tears.

Happy Birthday!

2006-07-16T16:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Boitday Jayjay!!

Family? Haha.

Napagot si boitday boy.

Crazy world

2006-07-12T20:26:00.000+08:00

If money does not grow on trees then why do banks have branches?

Why does a round pizza come in a square box?

Why does not a glue, stick to its bottle?

Why do you still call a building when it is already built?

If it is true that we are here to help others, what are others here for?

If you are not supposed to drink & drive why do bars have parking lots?

We are a funny bunch of people, living in a seriously funny world. ^_^

Pizza

2006-07-12T15:55:00.000+08:00

Pizza! Nyum. Tj went in our house and brought some pizzas. Toink! Advanced celebration daw namin. Kasi boitday na niya bukas. Wee! Ang takaw ku. Tj don’t want to send my pictures while eating. Sa kanya lang daw yun. Amf. Damut.

Takaw noh? ^_^

advanced happy boitday TJ!! ^_^

Meatball

2006-07-09T19:03:00.000+08:00

Meatball. She's our dog. Me and my cousins own her. She's so cute, so sweet, so kind yet so quiet. She's naughty but she's malambing. But now, she's gone. She is dead. Huhu. I use to kiss her. I also feed feed her with my leftover lolipop. She's killed by my own father. Wah! Nasagasaan siya ng tatay ko! Shocks. She's the most unique or shall I say different from all of her brothers. She has the longest ears, longest fur, etc. Wah! She's gone. Kanina lang siya nawala at nailibing na. We even gave her flowers. Parang tao noh? It's just because we love her. Huhu.

in loving memory of meatball ~~Bye.~~

Miss you.

2006-07-03T18:57:00.000+08:00

10 things I miss about Mr. John Erick Thomas Garcia Sembrano.

( TJ for short haba ng name eh.. Haha)

His cute eyes.
Tips. ^_^ (tipping) Haha!
His cute curly hair.
The way he calls me animi.
Everytime we talk on the phone 5-9 hours.
His facial expression. ^o^
Everytime we eat at KFC. (funshots, our favorite)
The way he laughs.
The way he is saying "waaaawww rich gurl!.." (ang cute cute niya ^_^)
~~His everything.~~

hey. i miss you.

"It doesn't matter if I'm alone. I got a place I call my own. It doesn't matter if your away 'coz I know that you'll be back someday. =') "

Boxing. LOL

2006-07-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

Boxing. Haha! Err. As we ALL know, Manny Pacquiao won the game. Another pride of the Filipinos. Nice. :) Proud to be one. But I'm not actually a pure Filipino. Hehe. Wala naman ako hilig sa boxing. But as I pass the streets all I see is boxing. At the radio, boxing. Texts, boxing. Rarr. So I was curious. Who's it gonna be? Pacquiao vs. Larios. Actually, my bet is Larios. Haha! Anyway, I opened the TV and its almost the end of round 12. Ding ding ding! And the winner is Mannnyyyyyyy Paaaaaaaccccmmmmaaannnnn Ppaccqqqquuuuiiiiiaaaaooo!! Toink. ^_^

For a change

2006-07-01T12:41:00.000+08:00

I've change my URL for some reasons.

First, issues. I hate it. I already told you. This is a blog. This is mine. I don't want any chismis. Err. I don't want sombody saying, bakit kaya si Mai ganito. Roar. Bakit ba.

Second, para makaiwas. Yoko ng gulo. Kaya ako na ang iiwas.

Third, kung ayaw niyo mga enties ko, I order you to LEAVE. Alam mo naman siguro magclose ng window.

P.S. Don't link me. Ok? Thanks.

Affected

2006-06-29T09:10:00.000+08:00

"bato bato sa langit, tamaan wag magalit.."

I'm sorry pero hindi po kayo yung tinutukoy kong "bading". Swear. Kaya ko patunayan yun sa inyo. Anyway, this is my blog. This is where I express my feelings, I can say whatever I like and whenever I want. Wag niyo po sana pagchichismisan o kung ano mga pinagsasabi niyo. Sana naman po tanungin niyo muna ako, may tagboard naman dyan eh. You can leave a message kung ano mang tanong niyo. I don't want to mention names kasi. Hay naku.

Amfy..

2006-06-27T16:33:00.000+08:00

I have nothing to do here in our Computer class. Because the stupid program is not functioning. Hrmph! I'm just the only one doing nothing! Roar! Huhu. Hay. I'm bored. Toink. Before leaving, please leave a message on my tag board. Thank you! ^_^

3rd po kameeeee!!

2006-06-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

Party! 3rd place po club ko. ^_^ Haha!

Ok lang at least top 3. Hindi katulad ng iba dyan!

Ahem ahem!! "Talo talo!!"

(stupid gay..roar..pwede ba wag ka mayabang..bago ka lang)

No comment. Hay.

2006-06-23T21:41:00.000+08:00

I’m elected as the Governor of the STEM club or the Homemakers Club. Wah! Hirap naman.

I hate this day. Bakit? Kasi pinagtutulungan nila kami. Pag nagnonominate kami ng classmate namin kami kami lang nagvovote sa mga sarili namin. Argh! Ano ba problema niyo? Ano ba ginawa namin sa inyo? Sa pagkakaalam ko WALA. Hay. Kung kayo kaya nasa kalagayan namin, ano mararamdaman niyo? Nakakainis diba? Hrmph.

...Yey! Bleh!! ^,^

2006-06-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Monthsary baby! ^_^

First day of school, handa ka na ba? Haha!
Oh well, we have a new classmate named Kevin Macaraeg and our old classmates went back to MG. Mary Jane and Michelle transferred to other schools. Ms. Jane, our English teacher, leave for about 3 months. So we have a substitute teacher named Ms. Elena. Hm. I think it’s better if Ms. Jane will come back earlier. Wah! This day Ms. Danna announced that we must have the line-up of our SSC candidates for this school year. Toink. This is horrible. Wala pa nga kaming president. Huhu.

Last

2006-06-03T21:18:00.000+08:00

This was the last day na magkikita kami ni Tj. Aw. How I hate this day.

Burpday!!

2006-05-19T23:43:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday my lababol brother! ^_^ Achi Mai loves you vewee much!!

Last day

2006-05-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

My foist cake ever!!!!! ^_^

Tinatamad akong irotate eh. Haha. Sorry..

Second Day

2006-05-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

I can say that my flowers are real. Haha! Because it's finished. This day I've learned how to make an icing, carrot cake (the bread on my cake) and other kinds of flowers. Haha!

Stephanotis

Baby's Breath

Unknown. Haha! I just invent this stupid flower.

Yehey!! ^_^

First Day

2006-05-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

Whew. I'm nervous, excited. Waaa! My God.

This day teacher taught us how to make cute flowers. 11 am till 5 pm! Waa. Dude, my butt hurts. Haha!

I met a new friend. Her name is Ria, a 20 year old girl, cutie chinita coz she's Chinese, nice, and taken. Haha! She has a bf, a Filipino. Oh well. It doesn't mater. As long as they love each other.

Ria is busy doing her flowers. Haha! Then I suddenly distract her. Stupid me. Haha!

This is what I've done for the day. My neck hurts. Argh. Yah yah, I know its not that pretty. Just wait until it's done. Haha!

Roses are red....

Err. Haha! My roses are ugly.

Party!

2006-05-05T22:38:00.000+08:00

Yehey! Happy birthday to my dearest papa! Haha! Kauuwi ko lng galing Manila. Whew. Kinda tired. Oh yah, my baking class is gonna be on May 16. I'm excited! Haha! ^_^

Enjoy! ^_^

2006-05-02T20:10:00.000+08:00

Whew! We’ve just arrive from Greenhills. Diyahe to! Haha! Tama bang matapilok ako?! After Eca, ako naman sumunod. Haha! BUT!! The best part is…. we saw a lot of artist. When we arrived we are standing in front of Starbucks then suddenly I saw Ryan Agoncillo together with Tuesday Vargas and Dominic Ochoa. I told Kezzia “Uy!! Yung boyfriend ni Juday! Haha!”.. Then we saw somebody walking down the stairs. It’s Angelica dela Cruz! She’s eating an apple. Haha! Then Jessica texted me, “John Prats on the run!!”.. Waa! Yes!! John Prats!! Oh, God! Thank you!! Haha! He’s so cute!! Super! Then Say followed. Taaapppooosss… We saw Amy Austria, walking alone. Hmm. Nagtataka kami.. Bakit kaya ang dami daming artista? May shooting!!! Uhuh. It’s for Bituing Walang Ningning. Yata… Haha! Then we went up then we saw Janus! Ang gwapo niya!! My gahli!! Haha! Then Carlo Aquino is there!! Waaa!! Kagwapo! Lovestruck, dude! Haha! Haay. I know this sounds stupid pero it’s so amazing, ang dami lang naming nakita. Haha! Toink. Oh yah, si Perlita Corales pa pala. Haha!

As we go shopping, there are annoying guys who's following us saying "Ma'am, de-be-de. De-be-de po. Da bincci code, ma'am" Duh. Haha! So annoying. Then there's this boy. Hmm. His hair is soooo KADIRI!! Haha! Just like a stupid *tooooot*. Haha! ^_^

Shopppping!!!!!

2006-05-02T13:49:00.000+08:00

Shopping!! Haha! Magkikita kami nila Eca ngayon. We're going to Greenhills. We're bored eh. Me, Kezzia and Eca. Haha. Only the three of us. Enjoy! Haha! Starbucks. Flip flops. Tank tops. Here we go! Nyaha! Certified shop-a-holic kami. Haha! ^_^

Crazy

2006-05-01T12:12:00.000+08:00

Whew! I'm here in Manila. At!! Katatapos ko lang maglaba. Yep! You read it right. Maglaba, dude. Haha! Gahwd! This is my life when I'm here. Maglaba, magluto, maglinis... Almost everything! That's ok. It's worth it. My aunt will enroll me on a baking class. I love it. Actually I'm in love with the KITCHEN! Haha! I don't know why. I just enjoy what I'm doing.

Tj decided not no text me until tommorrow. Dude, HE IS CRAZY! Naloloka na ata. Amfy. /sob

Baby, I know your reading. Beh! Amf. Kaw kasi. Hehe. :-P

Legal na kami...!!

2006-04-27T18:13:00.000+08:00

Legal na kami..!! Haha! It’s already 12 midnight and I can’t sleep because I want to tell my mom about me and Tj.

Ma, ok lang sa iyo na may bf ako?….

Bakit? May bf ka nanaman?…

Hmmm.. Uu…

Sino?…

Yun nagbigay sa akin ng flowers…

Sino yun?…

Yung nagbigay nga ng flowers…

Sino nga yung nagbigay ng flowers? Hindi ko naman kilala…

Yung Sembrano ngay…

Ay ...

That’s it! Whew! At least nasabi ko. Toink.

Text me.

2006-04-26T13:52:00.000+08:00

Ladies and gentlemen, I got my new #. Haha! Just text me. Ahem! Pakilala muna kayo. Haha! I don't know my contacts na, kasi kinuha nila mama sim card ko. Amfy. 09064829580

2006-04-26T13:36:00.000+08:00

on vacation ^__^

2006-04-14T17:56:00.000+08:00

Happy happy monthsary! Whew! 3 months na tayo. Should I call this a happy monthsary? Oh well, I'm not really that happy. Haay.

2006-04-13T10:31:00.000+08:00

Wala lang. Haha! Baby, I miss you! Huhu. Third monthsary na natin bukas. I love you!!

2006-04-12T18:55:00.000+08:00

I survived. Survived my life without cellphone. Haha! For 2 days straight. Sana naman ibalik na nila. Huhu. Hell, I miss it.

2006-04-12T11:24:00.000+08:00

I got my new layout! Hope ya'll like it! Wala ako magawa eh. Haha!

Anger.

2006-04-05T11:38:00.000+08:00

Anger, annoyance, irritation, fury, rage, antagonism, resentment, ire, wrath, dander. Lahat lahat na! Grr. I hate Grinch.

Just look at the face. Look at the GREEN annoying face. Err. I thought your just ruining Christmas. But NO! You are destroying the lives of people!! Oh God! Please let this creature die!!

Bangag?

2006-04-04T10:44:00.000+08:00

It's the birthday of Dianne today!! Weeee! Happy birthday!

KFC. We went to KFC and... Argh! There's no rice. Tama ba yun?! Haha!

Pizza Hut. Ohh-lala. Eca, Kezzia and I ordered San Mig light. LIGHT. Ok? Hehe. Nakainom ako dalawang bote! Waw. Haha! Ok lang, hindi naman ako madaling malasing. Immune?! Hahaha!

Last night. Au, Jica, Nix, and I planned to have sleepover here at our house. Sana naman matuloy. Haha!

Bored.

2006-04-04T09:05:00.000+08:00

Boredom. What to do when there’s nothing left to do? Ha? Ano daw? Haha! Everyday is just like the same. Wake up. Survive. Go back to bed. Err. What kind of life is this?! I don’t know what to do when there’s nothing to do. Haha! Kill me, I’m begging you.

Graduation.

2006-04-02T14:04:00.000+08:00

Eto na… Wala na sila… Wala na kaming kapitbahay na maingay, laging nagpapatugtog ng mga kanta, la na yung mga kakampi namin, la na yung mga kaibigan namin! Huhu…..

I bought a gift for Tj. Nikki and I surprised him. Nasurprise ka nga ba? Haha! We stayed at Tj’s house. At the terrace.. “Hala Mai, Last ko ng punta dito sa bahay nila Kuya Tj.” Suddenly, tears are falling into Nikki’s eyes. Then I realized “Oo nga noh. Last ko narin makikita si Imang, Tita, Tito and Kuya Cj.” Alam niyo ba yung feeling na parang di mo na alam gagawin mo? Gusto mo gawin to, gawin yan. Haay! I’m so exhausted. Sabi nga sa damit ko, “so many dates so little time”.. We went down, I sat beside Tj and said “Hindi ko na uli makikita si Imang.” I can’t continue what I’m saying. I just felt that tears are falling down. Ok, enough with this drama! Naiiyak lang ako.

After the graduation, picture picture! We took a family picture! Tita Connie, Tj, Me, Tito Paul, Kuya Cj. Nyee, nyee. Haha! Shy naman ako. Haha! Ako lang hindi nila kapamilya. At Max’s they are also eating there! Tito Paul is calling me! Gahwd!

Tito Paul: Halika, dito ka na kumain.
Me: Po? Hindi na po.
Tita Connie: Sige na, dito ka na.
Me: Hindi na po. Doon nalang po ako.
Tita Connie: Ha? Sigurodo ka?
Me: Opo. Kasama ko naman po tita ko e.
Tito Paul: Ano daw?
Tita Connie: Kasama niya daw tita niya.
O sige.

Smiling moments! Haha! I can’t stop myself from smiling. Lalo na pag kausap ko sila. Haha! They are so kind to me. Thank you! Hehe. ^___^ Natutuwa naman ako. I’ll miss you guys!

P.S.
Mga ate, mga kuya, Congratulations! =’)

Dyahe!

2006-03-30T20:50:00.000+08:00

Aw. I'm so shy. Haha! I ate my lunch together with Tj and Kuya Cj. Haha! Shy ako kay Kuya Cj. Hindi tuloy ako nakakain ng madami. Nyehe.

Oh yah, Imang is so cute! She's the sister of Tj. About 6 months or 9 months old. She finally smiled at me! ^_______^
I'll post some of her pictures soon.

Introverted

2006-03-30T20:29:00.000+08:00

I hate this. Sabi ko hindi na ako kakain ng lunch pero kumakain parin naman ako! I went to Tj’s house to eat “lunch”. Kuya Cj and Kuya Marco are there. I say “hello” to Kuya Cj, hindi man lang ako pinansin. They are crazy. Haha! They are playing a song. I don’t know the title. To tell you the truth, I’m cheesed off. Haha! Pano naman kasi we are eating tapos ganun. Haha! Mag utoy.

Kuya Marco: Hello!
Me: Hello! (big smile)
(Tj left me outside)
Kuya Marco: Hoy bakit mo naman to iniwan?!
(I went inside)
Me: (smiles to Kuya Cj) Hello!
Kuya Cj: (dedma)
(Tj and I went upstairs)

At the terrace, I can hear a music playing. I don’t care. Then Tj told me “Naririnig mo yun? Loko nila tayo. Haha!” “Ha?Yung tunog?! Sila yun?” Haay, I’m crazy. Dyahe ‘to! Haha! I can feel myself blushing. Nahihiya naman ako sa kuya niya noh. Amfy! I’m shy! *blush*

As we go back to school, the tricycle driver told me that its 25 pesos each. Oh! He suck, dude! It’s only 20 pesos, tapos sinisingil ako ng 25 pesos. Amf. Kill kita eh, kalbong pangit! Beh! Fanet mo, mumu. Boink.

I have a question, magkamuka ba kami ni Tj?! Ha?! ‘Coz almost all of the people is saying that. Haha! Boink.

Trip!

2006-03-27T20:06:00.000+08:00

First stop, Jollibee. I ate mais con yelo. Boink. That was the best mais con yelo! I love it. Thank you pareng Dollibee. Haha! Got some flecktures. I'll post it soon.

Next, Mall. Nagpunta kami sa Mall para lang magrush ng project.

School. Err. How annoying. We went back to school just to answer some annoying questions.

Mall again. My temperature is rising! Ang bagal nila magprint! I'm paying for it about 10 pesos per page! Excuse me po, magbabayad po ako noh. Nakakagigil! Amf! Ala ka lang ipin eh! Kill kita.

Kahit anong trip ng buhay, my friends are always there! "Trip mo, trip ko, trip nating lahat!" Haha!

My hair is so...uhh.. Curly.. Haha! Boink.

; (

2006-03-26T20:03:00.000+08:00

cool off muna, pde? ; (

Summer time?

2006-03-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

Exams are finally over! Party! Torotot! Haha! I’m craving for this to happen! I’m on high! Haha! After so much of travail, and so much pain that those books almost cause us to death, here comes a leisure time to spend this summer! Haha! Its time to say hello to summer! Ohh-lala.

Oh no. No. No. No. This must stop. I mean, the seniors are now leaving? No way. I’ll miss them. Especially, the three musketeers (Tj a.k.a. Tipping/Sungki/Bunsoy, Kuya Ed a.k.a. Wafu, Kuya Bam a.k.a. Angel). I’ll miss you guys! Huhu. 8 days left. 8 days of what?! How I wish I can stop the time. Kuya Bam always calls me “hudas” I don’t know why. Kuya Ed always calls me “tukkol” because of my back, “bes pangit” because he is my bes wafu (kasi gwapo siya), “nasty girl” I also don’t know why, I’m not nasty. Hehe. Tj calls me “danda” because I’m beautiful daw, “kuloti” because of my hair before, “pudong” because he told me that my forehead is big, argh! It’s not true, “animi” because I love watching anime or cartoons. Who else can call me like those things? Yah, I know my friends can also call me like that but they are different. I mean, no one can replace Tj or Kuya Bam or even Kuya Ed. Is this one of my nightmares? It's so dreadful. Huhu.

Before I forgot, I colored my nails black. Hehe. Boink. I want to make my hair curly, like Goldilocks. What do you guys think?

I miss him.

2006-03-20T20:59:00.000+08:00

He can’t understand me. I want to see him. I want to talk to him. All I wanted is ~~you~~! Hindi mo pa ako pabagbigayan sa gusto kong magkita tayo. I know your reading. Hey, I miss you.

Busy!

2006-03-19T19:24:00.000+08:00

Ang dami dami naman naming gagawin. /sob It's all written in Nikki's blog. Wawa naman kami.

Lunch ii

2006-03-18T19:11:00.000+08:00

I cannot say that this is my happiest or saddest or whatever lunch. Haha.

First, bigla nalang ako nanganak ng 3 bata! This is just a game of Darwin. It all started when we stayed at Dianne's house. Mark is calling me mommy then *poof* may pamilya na. Haha. My husband is Tj. My children are Mark, Camille, Maila, Ernest. Then yesterday I ate my lunch at Tj’s house. I don’t know why I have my lunch, I’m kinda annoyed. Kasi sinusumpa ko na talaga yang lunch na yan. Nakakahiya naman kasi pag hindi ako kumain, eh andun mama at papa niya. Hehe. While we’re eating our lunch (Tj, me, Kuya Ed, Kuya Bam, Ate Gem) Kuya Ed suddenly said “Uy, tamang tama, ikaw daddy namin siya mommy natin. Ako pangalawa, si Bam panganay, si Gem bunso, ay hindi si Camille pala.” Everybody laughed. Haha. Ang saya pala pag mommy ka na. It’s kinda different when somebody is calling you mommy. I mean, pag tinatawag ka ng anak mo na “Mommy”, diba? After eating, their maid suddenly talked to me saying “Uy, magkamuka kayo. Payat, matangkad..baka kayo magkatuluyan.” Whew! I hope so. Haha!

Second, I can ride on a jeep! It’s a miracle! Thank you, God! Haha! I have no one to ride on ‘coz….

Tj’s car has no gasoline.
Nikki’s driver is out.
Nakalimutan ko tawagan si Au, naiwanan tuloy ako.

I’m so crazy! I don’t know what to do! Things are coming out of my mind like “Bawal magcommute!” “Pano pag nabali likod ko?!” I’m sounding like a puppy! Haha! But anyway, God is always there for me. I trust Him and him. Haha!

And finally, Nakauwi pa ako ng buhay.

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2006-03-17T20:01:00.000+08:00

Hindi lang pa-epal yung sayaw. Kami ang hindi mo maintindihan. Kung kelangan talagang ipraktis yung Indian dance eh di sana sinabi mo. Hindi yung ipopost mo pa sa blog. Ewan ko kung galit ka pa o ewan o nakikipagplastikan....basta ako wala sakin yun kasi hindi naman kita inaaway o ano, nagsasabi lang ako ng mga nararamdaman namin, dahil ako lang ang may lakas ang loob.

Kasalanan ko pa pala lahat. Hindi naman siguro masamang pagsabihan ka at sila, diba? Kung nasaktan ka, hindi ko sinasadya.

I wish I was never been born in this shit. Lagi nalang ako ang mali.

Lunch

2006-03-17T19:13:00.000+08:00

Dahil lang sa lunch, nagaway kami! Duh! I will never ever take my lunch! Sinusumpa ko yang lunch na yan!

Happy Burpiday! (uli?haha)

2006-03-16T19:09:00.000+08:00

It's the birthday of my daughter! Mas matanda ka pa kay mommy, anak. Haha!

*mga litrato*

Happy Birthday Maila!

Happy burpday!

2006-03-15T18:35:00.000+08:00

Hmm, this day is the birthday of mah favorite pamangkin. She's now 15! Gawhd! Mas matanda ka pa kay tita. Haha!

*flecturez*

Happy Birthday Kirstein!

Happy!

2006-03-14T19:25:00.000+08:00

happy monthsary!

Nyak! Haha!

Anyan.

2006-03-12T12:40:00.000+08:00

Waaaa! Masakit daw lalamunan niya. Kill kita daddy eh! /sob

Flip Flops!

2006-03-11T19:30:00.000+08:00

My latest collections are:

Flip flops
Long skirts
Flip flops
White shirts
Flip flops

I’m officially addicted to flip flops! Haha. They are so cute! A moment ago, I searched the net and I saw cute ones. I want to buy it! It’s $99. Haha! I JUST LOVE WEARING ‘EM!

Jealous vs. Trust

2006-03-10T20:59:00.000+08:00

jealous adj

envious: feeling bitter and unhappy because of another’s advantages, possessions, or luck
suspicious of rivals: feeling suspicious about a rival’s or competitor’s influence, especially in regard to a loved one
watchful: possessively watchful of something

trust noun

reliance: confidence in and reliance on good qualities, especially fairness, truth, honour, or ability
care: responsibility for taking good care of somebody or something

Sobra ka naman na ata magselos. Wala ka ng tiwala sa kaibigan mo. Lalo na sa bf mo.

I'm cracked. LOL

2006-03-08T20:38:00.000+08:00

There are things in life that is like out of the blue! Whapak! Tulad ng nangyari sa akin kanina! Haha!

Tao#1: Hoy! Tara na a!
Me: Sandali lang! Tao #2! Halika dito!
Tao#2: Tara na a! Ano ba kayo!
Nikki: Hala! Nakakahiya ang daming tao!
(silip ako sa gate)
Me: Hala Nikki! Nakakahiya!
(takbo kami sa may car)
Me: Hala! Parang nakakahiya naman! Parang lahat nakatingin sayo!
Nikki: Tawagin mo si tao#2!
Me: Tao#2! Halika!
Tao#2: Bakit?! Tara na kasi!
Tao#1: Ano ba kayo? Tara na.
Nikki: Hiya naman ako. Haha
Me: Oo nga.
(silip uli sa gate, nakita ako ng Daddy ni tao#1)
Daddy ni tao#1: Oh, pasok na!
Me: Tara na daw Nikki. Hala naman.
(habang palapit sa daddy ni tao #1..)
Me: Good afternoon po! (ngiti)
Daddy ni tao#1: Good afternoon. Oh, bless. (ngiti)

Tapos nagbless naman ako! Haha! Deep inside I’m laughing at myself! Haha! Should I also call him papa? Hahaha! “Hello papa!” Whapak! Haha!

We went up and the most humiliating thing in my life happened!

Tao#1: Punta na kayo sa kwarto ni mama.
Me: Ano ka ba! Nakakahiya!
Tao#1: Hindi! Tsk!(iniwan kami ni tao#1 sa labas ng room)
(bigla lumabas mommy ni tao#1!!!)
Me: Good afternoon po! (tapos smile)
Mommy ni tao#1: Oh, pasok kayo. Andun mga classmate niyo. (smile)
(kasi andun din mga classmate ni tao#1, kaya mdaming tao)
Me: Ah..eh..(sinasabi na parang tanga habang nakangiti)
Mommy ni tao#1: Baba nalang kayo.
Me: Po? Kami po? Ahh..ehh..kasi po..Ahh.. Mamaya nalang po. Ahehe (smile na parang ewan)
(tapos biglang….)
BBBBBBBBLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Biglang may bumagsak sa likod ko! The first thing that came on my mind “Hala! Ano yun?!” I looked down and saw a wood. I picked it up. Look at mommy ni tao#1 and smiled like nothing blag-ed. That time, everything is so crazy! I can’t understand myself! Why am I acting like a stupid pig? Haha!

Me: Hala Nikki nakakahiya naman yun!
Nikki: (laughing) Ano ba yan! Haha! Nasira mo pa ata!
Me: Uy, di naman. Haha! Ano naman yung nangyaring yun! Nakakahiya! (giggles) Sa harap pa ng mama niya! Oh God!!

Nakakahiya yun diba? Haha! After 10 minutes we went down to eat. Iniwan nanaman kami. Huhu.

Me: Nikki, konti lang kakainin ko. Kaw?
Nikki: Ako din. Hati nalang tayo sa isang plato.
Me: O sige.
Mommy ni tao#1: (she is holding me!haha!) Oh, kain na kayo. (smile uli)
Me: Opo. (smile nanaman)
Mommy ni tao#1: Pila nalang kayo doon ha. (ngiti uli siya)
Me: Opo. (ngiti, lagi nalang ngiti, wala na ba akong ibang gawin kung hindi ngiti?haha!)

She is totally holding me! Owmigahwd! I'm shaking so crazy! Haha! Oo nga pala, the brother of tao#1 is there! I know he likes to mess about someone! Sana wag sa akin. Haha! He is smiling at me naman. Ngiti din naman ako! Haha

I therefore conclude that this is the funniest day of my life! Haha!

Awts

2006-03-05T20:12:00.000+08:00

These past few days I’m not in the mood to make my entry it’s all because…

:: I’m busy doing our project in Biology. We’re going to write all the scientific words and get their meaning. Ang dami dami!! How pathetic.

:: I’m thinking about “him”. Nagkamali ata ako sa kanya. I’m now considering myself as a FOOL. Please help me with my insanity. I’m wiped out. Sabi niya, “Magtiis ka lang matatapos din to...” Hindi ko na kaya eh.

:: Last night. Nagaway nanaman kami. I don’t know what to do! I want to kill myself for choosing someone who’s not really into me. How can you tell the rain not to fall when dark clouds exist? How can you tell the leaves not to fall when wind exist? And how can you tell me not to fall in love when someone like you exists?

:: I’m tired, tired of loving. Ayaw ko na.

:: He is sick!! Oh God!

Swanky

2006-02-27T19:43:00.000+08:00

Fashion Fall 2006. These are the latest fashion for the latest season! Owmigahwd! I’m hopelessly devoted to have these clothes! Dang!

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Funny?!

2006-02-26T18:36:00.000+08:00

All Signs Point To Your Ex Digging You!

He's dying to get back together...

Even if he won't admit it to you (or himself)

And if the feeling's mutual, then all the better

Just let him come to you about it - That way you'll have the upper hand

LOL! In your face! Ayaw ko na makipagbalikan noh!

Nyay

2006-02-26T16:44:00.000+08:00

Somebody text me a quote that goes like this,

I maybe just a candle in your life
I may burnout & melt after a while
But I just wish that w/in that time,
I’ve warmly touched your heart
Enough to consider me forever

I don’t get him. What in the world is he up to? He is the reason why I broke up with him. Then I answered back,

You know?
There would come a time when I had to
STOP loving someone
Why?
Not because the person started hating me,
But because I run out of reason to fight for what I feel..

He replied, “Pwede ba wag mo na ako ittxt! Please lang!”
F*cker! Who text me first? He does. Who is the reason why he lost a girl? He does. And who is the reason why his heart is now bleeding?! I’m sorry, but it’s not my fault.

Akala ko ikaw na. Nagkamali ako.

I think I found “him”, the right guy.
Sa tingin ko ngayon hindi na ako nagkamali.

I became stupid, I won’t let that happen again.

Bash

2006-02-25T14:42:00.000+08:00

This will be the best bash ever! This party is for the Darwin boys because we really appreciate their work during the Fest of Fests. I know that they knukle down just for that fest, that's why we are giving them a party!

There will be:

Foods
Music
Etc.
Oh yah, there will be a dance showdown! Boys vs. Girls

I'm so excited! Owmigash.

They don't know about this so, ssshh!!

April 8, 2006

2006-02-24T19:57:00.000+08:00

I've known him since grade 6. He became an important part of my life. I loved him. He's so sweet, very kind, good at sports, very thoughtful, etc. He is now leaving! April 8, 2006. Dang! 2 months? Aw. There will be no goodbyes. Friends forever. 'Till death do us part, ayt? He's my son! Owmigash. Iiwanan mo na si mommy, anak? Mark! Please don't go!

I hate the word B-Y-E it makes me C-R-Y. (from Nikki ^_^)

*Just a short entry. I'm tired.

Blur.

2006-02-22T21:01:00.000+08:00

What a world. It's so unfair. I don't know. It's just very complicated livin' in a world full of people who can't understand you. Even a single word. Thank God I found "him", thank you. But I don't think he also understand me. What I'm trying to say is tomorrow can be too late so please let me do the things I wanna say, or whatsoever. Let me be, me! I want to act normal. I want to live my life the way I want it.